Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
went for floorball todae.. persuaded ms yanni to let me b part of the floorball team.. played against other preU 1 gals...both teams were great!lols.. then mjc guys came over to hv match... the gals team backed out at the very last min!lols... coz they were afriad of us.. *tts wat the senior sae lahs*
hmm..saw the guys played the match.. it was great! yeps.. enjoyed watchin.. bt i left at 6pm.. heehees.. coz gettin late le.. wakakas! x) i love floorball!
really tiring ! run the whole gym... i was totally wored outs! then on the way home msged him all da way..so happy!keke.. bt tis mornin...wahs.. so pek chek!! arghs..all my fault?? luckily i turned ard to see whos behind me..if not even worst lohs... then i msged him to 'clear ups'.asked him y he like avoidin me.. lols. he replied sayin coz i wif 'the mentos boy' diaos!! hahas...
got to noe trina..lols she looked like sammie! lols.. not really exactly..bt quite da same lohs..
first dae noe her.. then asked me go her church le.. wakakas..! wat to do??im miss popular?! jkjk
furball trainin to hv a better body! lols.. cool huhs?!lols.. then he called me weak!! wah laos.. nvm.. im goin train up my stamina.. and beat him! *we're hvin a competition!* lols im sure i can do it.. coz i tink he's weak.. whahahhas
ben..ben.. ben.. ben! (tryin to irritate u!lols.. dun worry tis wun spoil ur reputation de..lols!! )]
gotta go le.. so hungry now! x) ciaoz! <3
-im lovin it!-
let your heart out.
-arghs-
fark siaz!i dun like the certin ppl in my grp...then nw went over to lin's grp.. damn farked up wif them esp the 'hougang' one...paings.. irritain luffter of hers... arghs..fustrated!!!
happy tt i hv a grp of damn steady frends..if not for them arx.. i really dun noe how.. hmmm..
bt just now my attitude real bad mehs? haiyohs! i dun even noe. lols.. bt tts just me! cant control de..
me tolerate very long le.. bt dun wanna sae only.. be thankful tt im not those hot-temper ppl!
thnks mazuin & aishah.. they're the only mature ones!keke.. =D
todae kena saboed by lin & agnes lohs!!kept callin me lao po in front of ervin! then he blush..me oso blush.. *paiseh!! sobs.. so ben dan!!hahas..
then tml go floorball trainin... hahas... go see how it is. . asked furball along too.. bt dunnoe if he's goin..hope he is .. coz tml he got bbq.. at his frend's place.. *pls tell me u're goin? x)
hv u ppl seen the new cadbary advertisement?lols...so cute isnt it?lols ..hahas...
tml got test again.. econs & accounts..no need see.. sure fail de!lols...kaes.. tts all bout it.. oh yah! management was a killer!
ciaox! <3
[thankful tt i've found u]
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wahs..finally get to use da com!stupid com...arghs..give so much probs de..
went to toh tuck just now.. was supposed to go hockey..bt they got pitch trainin.. so dun hv.. instead me join sheldon..rae..ian & ronald.. in badminton!! hahas.. bt only sheldon & another gal got in.. ian was so mad.. *heyys..chill lahs!! keke
in the end me & ronald went back together...tt dumb-ass!opps! lols...promised to treat hm gud gud de..
hmmm.. tis few daes...lin hv been so moody! haiyohs..i dun noe wat to do.. se le.. as a frend.. me oso heart pain for her.. gal.. cheer ups okaes??just remb i'll b here for u.. im sure the sakae six will oso.. so...cheer ups okaes? kiddy missed the old u.. = /
woahs..im surprised tt i tok to him... i initiated.. he too.. bt..hais..i still dun noe.. ronald sae he like interested..bt..bt.. i dunn noe lehs..
i scared to noe the ans..so i rather not noe.. i dun wan to lose the chance of being frends wif him.. tts y i dun hv the courage to tell.. arghs.. so fun! nvm..im just contented to catch a glimpse of him.. tts just enuff for me..
thers no need to noe the ans.. coz all i need is.. he noes of my existence..and his care for me.. tts all..
ciaos.. gotta study for tml's mangement & g.p le..hahas.. =D
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for sum unknown reasons..my arms are achin!lols..i dun noe y..bt i found them tis way when i woke up tis mornin...hahas..okaes...shall re-cap wat i did ytd..
had cip in the mornin..yeps,met meihui at sengkang mrt station...hahas..guess wats?i saw a couple of cute-lookin guys!hahas..one of them look very hip-hop..the other was a sporty guy..hahas =X
then when we reached serangoon mrt station..me & meihui were lookin like complete idiots..diaos..we were lookina ll ard for agnes...hahas..tts bcoz thers four exits to serangoon mrt station!hahas..so funny..then saw sheldon..said hi..then the 1st tink he said was.."woahs..beachwaer huhs?"
lols..and i looked ard...thos ppl ard me were like all in shoes...hahas..me,agnes..big ben..lin..and someother ppl were in slippers!!
hahs..wendy ng came over and told me slippers were not allowed and all...errr...who cares lahs..lols..
im the grp leader for the grp..hahs..and meihui was tellin huilin..huilin's gt a incompetent grp leader!hahas...coz i forget to bring the map!!wakakas...aiyahs..i oso didnt forget to bring on purpose de..heehees
me..agnes..meiting..meilin & huiting were in the same grp..and we finished our cip within the 1st half an hr of the startin tm!lols..coz our blk only had 8 apartments in it..and all are double stories one..so lucky..bt aft tt we were told tt we cant b dismissed early...
so me & agnes went over to help lin's grp..then the rest went over to boaheng's grp..hahas.had loads of fun..=D then my whole klass played blk ctchin wif mrs ng..and tt got us into deep trouble...hahas!
aft the collection..me..ben..agnes..meihui & rae met up...meihui cudnt go wif us...tts like so sad..i wanted her to go so much!hahas...hmm..then we met derrick at habourfront...yeps..ben treated us drinks..and we had a light lunch..lols
we took a charted bus into sentosa..then aft tt went to buy the tickets..and still must take another different bus to palawan beach..hahs..we took the blueline bus...and guess wats?!it doesnt stop at palawan!then it took us all the way back to the main gate...-_-" derrick was sayin..wahs..we paid 3bucks to sit on the bus..hahahs!
finally got to the beach..!tts like aft so long...hahas..then we saw ben's cousin...hahas..he intro himself as ben's cousin...as if he doesnt hv a name..actually kinda sian...coz too little ppl go le..bt we still enjoyed.. the guys waited very long for me & rae to get cleaned..
coz ther was loads of ppl queuin up for the toilets...in the end,we finally got to habourfront at 5.30..hahas..ben was tellin us lame jokes all the way until we separate..me and derrick went back together..bt i alighted at bedok..he alighted at tamp..lols..he still go cyclin at east coast..woahs!!hahas..so much energy seh...
he oso very lame...hahas.. i was surprised tt derrick noes hussian & nigel...lols..
wat a small world..hahas..heard tt he oso work at wild wild wet...
look out for ben's skin color!polar bear to sun bear..lols..hehes. if he turns dark..then we get to go for another outin at the beach again!!yay!im lookin so forward to it..hope thos ppl are able to cum..like the other agnes..meihui..junhao..ian..xiao ben..=D
still waitin for rae to send me thos pix we took at sentosa..practically all the fotos are ours lohs!!hahas..kaes..bloggin up to here..currently im surfin tis econs webby which wendy ng has given us..arghs...the essay question she's given us is like so difficult lohs..tata~
ciaos! <3
[if only im able to reach out to u..]
let your heart out.
man..tis is just so disappointin..arghs..he's not goin..bt i dun noe y im so fustrated bout it..! i mean if rite frm the start he told us he's not interested to join us..all tis wudnt happen wudnt it? *tryin to cool down..* im just disappointed lahs..partly coz he's not goin...i tink i put a little too much hope in him le..shud hv known he wudnt b interested when he saes he'll give me the ans again..arghs..i just hate myself for tis..
anyways..aft cip tml..will b goin to sentosa..i hope my mood wudnt gt affected bcoz of it..i dun wan to...if not spoil everyone's mood..*guys,im sorry if tml i bad mood kaes? so..only me, meihui..rae comfirm goin...then thers derrick & big.ben(hope they wun back out at the very last min) -arghs- msgin him now..is it alittle too obvious tt the way i msged him is a little too bo chup & unhappy?sobs...i hate to do it..but i dun noe y..i just did it..and i tink he gets it...coz the way he replies..oso seems guilty..sorry!
- i need somebody to tok to..i just cant stand bottlin up my feelins.. - whers baoheng when i need him?! bao heng...faster cum back...i miss u...*as in frends/sis-bro miss kaes...so ppl out ther...dun get the wrong idea..*
[sumtms i just cant get enuff of him..sumtms he makes me wanna ignore him..& sumtms i just feel..im not meant for him.]
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woahs..been sumtm since i used the com..lols..well..my com these daes went sot..hahas.. so hopefully nw it wun go bonkers...well..had fun in skl todae..yeps..especially pe!hehes...played tap rugby...gals VS guys...the guys are gud!yea..bt so are we kaes...=D both are winners..
hmmm...furball wasnt in skl 2 daes ago...then to sae the truth..i actually missed him?...errr..ya, bt i dun noe y...was lookin all over for him..and i felt so silly!hahas..then when i got home..msged him..only to find out he was sick..yeps..so tts about it i guess..hahas..bt seems like he's better now..hahas..
agnes was damn funny todae...hahas...super high lehs..must b lin's fault!hahas..coz her to becum so high...lols..tml so many of them goin to appeal to polys...like baoheng..agnes..ben..hahas.. nvm..lin orady asked me to join her & serene le..so i'll just do tt..hahas..thnks gals..we rawks?!hahas =D
before the last management tutorial..saw furball again...hahas..b4 leavin for our lessons..he actuallied said bye to me...hahs..i was kinda shocked..ya..lols.. i didnt expect him to sae tt...hahas..bt was glad i guess..haas.. bt i feel like stranger to him..i dun noe why..nvm...shnt tink so much lahs..haas
okaes...bloggin up to here todae..
ciaos! <3
congrats to spfband..u guys did great!love ya guys~
.the tms i see him in skl are gettin lesser..haix.
let your heart out.
heyys!im here again..lols.. hmm, had a fun tm ytd..went out wif my og ppl.. yea, we watch movie..samara.. not bad..bt mayb a little long-winded?err..i dun noe..bt i kinda enjoyed it..heehees.. sat wif ian, lalithaa & rae in a row..then the 2 agnes..b.ben & joanne sat in the row behind us.. so much screamin in ther..hahas..especially frm the back row..and next to me..(which is lalithaa lahs..hahas) -_-".. aft movie..went to take neoprints..it was okaes..altho i tink i look funny in ther..hahas..agnes' bf came to look for her...sweet isnt it?hahas
i went off at 6 plus..and they kida wanted ian to send me hm...diaos.. funny ppl ...aiyahs..thers really nth between us..well, all ben's fault lahs!he and his big mouth!lols.. =X.. journey hm was so much faster!hahas..ts bcoz i alited at bedok..tamp is like so far when i take mrt home..hahas..
msged ervin all the way hm...hahas..tt guy oso lame lahs..one dae cum skl..then the next dae nv cum..ask him y..he tell me..feel like cumin, then cum lohs..dun feel like cumin the dun cum lohs!wahs..if only i can oso b like tt..hahas! *fat hope..! hahas..
aiyahs..actually i did blog on fri de..bt then even before i can post it..diaos!the page went missin..!arghs...stupid...then dun hv the mood to blog again..haahs..coz all inspiration gone liaos..lols. well..chatted wif b.ben ytd..hahas...likemy shifu..taught me how to deal wif certain stuff..hahas..so tts the way how he dael wif the stuffs..lols..
oh yahs..still got hmwk to do...haiyohs..lazy to do lehs..moreover i really dun understand..! wat positive & normative...difficult to understand lehs...sians lahs..bt cannot dun do rites?haix. alrite..i'll do it later on..hahas.. keep tinkin bout tt tink..i dun noe lahs..so irriatatin..is it him?or him..errmm..i oso dunnoe..i dun noe them well lahs..so cant sae lahs..well..i'lll wait as tms goes by bahs...hope so..*by then shud b able to get a better opinion..
*Another day,a starless night..I expressed my hopes,to the stars out wide*
let your heart out.
im hm...!lols..just had my bathe...well, i "skipped" management tutorial todae...coz gotta go go pay respect to my late grandpa...hahas..mdm siti was like givin me the..."haiyohs" face..hahas.. well, i didnt mean it...if i had a choice..i wud rather attend the tutorial...!coz..erms..hahas.. coz of sum reasons lahs..*u ppl can take it as im hardworkin lohs!hehes.. x)
hmmm...skl was great!hehes..made frends wif angela & aqilla(not sure whether her name's spelt tis way tho..) they're real nice...lols.. and angela noes jason & dave!hahas...so coincidence..!whahahas...then had pe todae...it was okaes..except tt we had punishments..coz we were late...oh yah..the gem stone for yellow hse sounds real cool!hahas...bt i dun noe how to spell lahs...keke..
well..tinkin of catchin a movie tis saturdae..mayb i shud ask the guys & agnes and all tml...hahas.. nth much to blog todae..hahas..
tata~
i just love lookin into his blur face...its just so adorable..! x)
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*yawns... just woke up frm my nap... hahas...kinda pig huhs?cant help it...need to get sum slp every aftnoon de..if not...buay tahan lahs...not enuff slp lohs!hahas..
had our cca orientation todae...yeps...it was okaes.. once i reached the toh tuck campus...me and jun hao went straight to the hockey booth le..hahas..signed up wif them...then we took a little walk ard the parade square..then to upstairs..then backed to the parade square.. yeps..he wanted to teached me the basics passin..bt i seem reluctant to..hmmm..not bcoz im not interested..bt bcoz my legs' achin..hahas...bt inthe end..a yr3 gal frm the hockey team taught me for awhile..then jun hao took over lahs..hahas..his teachin not bad..then he praised me too...hahs, he said i was much betta then him, when he 1st started..tt actually made me..erm..a little happy..hahas..coz got ppl praised wors..lols =D rae and lalithaa kept askin me to reconsider..haiyohs..they sae the jersey and skirt not nice...diaos.. -.-" wear le is for playin the game de..no need to see nice or nots lahs..hahas.. as usual..got pangseh by agnes.. & amalina.. haix..at first both wanna join de..then amalina went to join floorball wif atika..coz she sae toh tuck too far le..now agnes oso comfirm join floorball de...nvm..guess its tm to make new frends again..lols
hmmm..so in the end..me & jun hao joined hockey..sheldon & his frend joined badminton.. mei hui & rae joined netball..ian..s.ben & b.ben joined tennis.. woahs..seems like all of us joined cca associated wif sports...hahs.. when we went home..it was rainin heavily...bt luckily we werent drenched...me and meihui got warned by the mrt conductor..(1st tm see one wors..) for drinkin plain water lohs..!diaos..so stupid! hahs..was so tired tt once i got home..had a quick bathe..then head straight to bed..lols.. *yawns.
oh yah..htp was replaced by a performance of a 5 ppl grp..a brass band.. oh my god..!they're fantastic!u ppl shud see it...gosh..they played really well..so pro... mayb coz im frm a band..tts y..i love the french horn solo part..the melody was so sweet..i bet edwin cud play as well..hahas.. *edwin!i tink u're a pro kaes!hahas.. x)
hmmm, still decidin on shud i do my accounts..hahs..so lame!me, amalina & atika borrowed frm the library books on accountin..to help us in our accounts assignment...lols..very small book..bt very thick wors..haix..stressed out le.. -.-" hahas.. seems like so many events goin on tis mth..the s-cub seminar..cip dae..bazzar nite..woahs! bz eh?lols...then tml still gotta stay backed fro the bazzar thingy...yea..came up wif loads of ideas for the bazzar..pouches..earrings..test-tubes..etc..more stuff lahs.. cum doan and look out for us lahs..lols.. at tanglin mall..hmmm..30april... thers oso cip in phuket..i wanna go..bt not allowed..my family sae the situation ther too messy le..haix..so cant go..just hv to wait fot next yr liaos.. haix..seems like so fun..coz get to help the ppl ther..yea..bt piorities given to the yr2...so nvm lahs..
kaes...endin here todae le..ciaos! <3
*keep on smilin*..he seems cuter each dae..hahs x)
::miss my hair so..so much!lols::
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mondae..mondae blues...hahs.. well, todae arx...was actuallie late for skl..bt i wasnt caught!hahas..wahs i very surprised at myself too...didnt expected myself to hide in the toilet till mornin assembly was over!wakakas.. x) bt wasnt my fault tt i was late..coz ther was really a heavy traffic in kaki bukit...was like jammed ther fro 1/2 hr?! then luckily ther were other MI ppl...all yr1 sumone...so we hide in the toilet..hahas...so 'trilling' huhs? lols
mass lectures were okaes...the guys help to 'chop' places for us..me,agnes,meihui & rae.. then they were lame-ing..as usual..!really very funny lohs.. diaos...buay tahan..! agnes was irritated by big ben..tt guy arx...forever doin stupid stuff de..haix... hahs... ao chinese is really difficult!!i cant really cope...partly coz the gys are too NOISY le..and partly coz the words are too CHIM liaos...hahas...so, just hope can cope when tutorial starts..
econs was a little more relaxed...coz we formed grps for the bazzar tink in tanglin mall.. yay!my grp was the 1st grp to get the personalized items lot...fast huhs? well..tts bcoz we already formed out grp lke last week lohs..then durin recess handed the money for the lot..and..ther! we got the 1st lot!wahahahs.. x)
home tutor period was okaes..we had to chose the class commitee.. i was saboed by atika... to b the NE rep...hahas..seriously i dun noe wat i've gotta do...like a little lame lahs...bt nvm...hahs, coz can help in my testimonial at the end of my 3 yrs..so worth being one of the reps lahs..hahs wahahs..like so crafty like tt... keke..
haix...seems like tutorials startin soon le...does tt mean we'll b seein each other lesser? or wats? i mean ther isnt anyone im really closer to in klass lahs..and im not sayin im closer to my og guys...its just tt i glad to hv the guys ard me..they're really types of frends im lookin out for...and to sae the truth..actually im kinda shy lahs...coz sae le..im a gal..dun expect me to take the initiative lahs..so must wait till i 'warm' up...hahs...
kaes...ciaos! <3
** ian..dun deny tt u ppl are NOT LAME..awww, we gals noe u guys are can le..hahs
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just last week..great-grandma passed away...last sundae.. and i guess my grandma cudnt just accept the fact..i too..didnt feel great...seeing how my grandma cried made me cry too..i felt heart pain for her..sad..partly coz of the death and partly bcoz..i dun wan anytink to happen to grandma...she's not feelin well too..and she insisted on stayin by great-grandma's body..as bro wasnt studyin..he accompanied grandma..i too hope to stay over..bt as ther was skl..i cudnt..the only tink i cud do was to pray tt nth happens to grandma..
great-grandma was cremated on thursdae..and grandma was so devasted tgat she blacked out on the spot for a few mins..man..it was horrible..i broke down too..bro,the ever-so-actcool/strong guy...broke down too...its was damn freak..the 1st tm i saw him tis way..he freaked out on da spot too...
*just hope tt great-grandma wud b fine up ther...and bless veryone in the family.. *huggs
skl was so-so..and got closer to my og guys...they are super lame...!hahas..fun to b wif..then fri went to toh tuck for sum hse meetin..i was supposedly to b in blue hse..then changed to yellow..thru a ballot...yea...the toh tuck ppl are so much enthu than the bartley ppl.. yeps..so big diff...hahas... bt on fri..i felt..hmm..kinda left out i guess.. coz rae and meihui gt closer..and the stuff tt they tok about...are not my kind..im not jealous lahs..
just tt i felt lonely..i dun understand how guys like small ben and junhao cud survive tis way...lols..they're so quiet!!hahas...and i tink they prefer quietness bahs..hahas.. a coupl of them are kinda interestin..tt makes me wanan b part of their grp..bt if a gal hangs out wif a whole grp of guys..very weird...so..ahahs...i betta stick wif the gals lahs..can see tt they dun really like to b wif the guys..its so diff frm the frends i've got in my secondary skl...coz we normally hang out in grps tt consists of gals and guys lahs..so..mayb i gotta adapt to the new lifestyle i've got..haahs.. bt im glad tt i still got gerry..charity..jasper and gang..ahahs..!*huggs.
singin off... *wonder y pooh nots online todae.. =D
let your heart out.