run the redlights.

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

im here again..hahs.. another long weekend..!mondae's vesak dae.. so a longer weekend! (:

went for sports heats on fridae...helped out by being an official..my god.. the attendence was real bad..hahas.. i tink officials more than the students lohs..ahas.. of all only me & alex went.. agnes went for a movie.. then lin & serene went studyin.. nowhere for me to go..so i went to the stadium.. okaes.. i enjoyed myself.. coz alex was so comical..! we were both complainin to each other.. bout the stuffs in skl.. the ppl ard us and all.. and he's addicted to blowin bubbles.. which is like startin to irriate me..! -arghs- but look so fun eh??i wanna learn frm him.. *the other him..* he promised to teached me le.. cool huhs.? (:

kaes..todae was oso cool.. went to airport for a late breakfast-early lunch. then aft tt went to collect my aunt's airline ticket to shanghai..yay!she'll b gone for 2 whole weeks!! totally cool.. hahas.. then aft tt went to swensens for ice cream..lols. hvent enjoy myself for so long le.. [im lovin` it.!] keke.. yeps..and i cant wait for the june holidaes to cum.. outin wif sakae-6.. and of coz him.. xcited to the core.! lols

oh ya..its bobby's bdae todae.. happie bdae! (:

kaes..shall blog till here le..
ciaos!
sclub7 [.never had a dream cum true.] sclub7

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hi ther.. hmm... dun really noe wat to blog for todae.. lols.. well, i skipped floorball todae..! tired lahs.. then me, agnes.. serene went to lin's hse.. slacked ther.. then tok crap and all.. very funny.. made agnes danced for us.. whahahas.. very nice gal! lols.

met cheryl(my cousin) at the very same bustop i went to.. she was wif her bf.. hahas.. and the journey hm was very long.. was practically slpin all the way back..

and my body's achin!! -arghs- must b thos push-ups frm ytd's pe...! so pain... i need sum massagin.. hahas..
oh ya, ben came and take withdrawal form.. and todae seems so boring without him.. im serious.. even serene oso sae so.. haiz... only one dae and we all missed him le.. and we concluded tt he's really diff frm alex.. altho both of them hv similar interests.. bt they are very different in diff ways..! hahas.. and i prefer ben.. keke.. as in.. hmmm..hw to put it?? hahas!i dun noe lahs.. bt not bgr tt kind...hehes..

oh yah..i just found outs..tt tiffany's bf's frend IS oso my frned!!hahas.. dumb siax.. no wonder he seems familiar!! coz he's in da smae class as edmund! lols..

okaes..i gotta study for management le..
ciaos! <3
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:) hahas.. todae had fun in skl...coz of pe.. played douge ball.. mr heikal was sayin the 1st rule to douge ball is.. and i completed by sayin.. nv douge the ball when the ball comes.. hahas.. serene and me luffed outt louds.. lame lahs.. hahas

then kena whacked by the ball twice.. painful.! once on my butt.. hahas.. the other on my thighs.. -ouch!- bt was very fun.. lols.

aft skl agnes went off straight away.. coz she's meetin uncle.. then lin & serene went to eat sakae sushi wif joanne.. i was the only gud gal.!ah-has.. coz i went hm straight!hahas. went backed wif him & another frend of his.. and yes, he walked me to the bustop..so sweet of him.. i didnt expect tt cumin, coz when we reached his bustop.. his bus came.. then the question popped out..hahs.. was surprised..really.. he missed 2 of his buses.. alittle guilty.. sorry.!

he accompanied me till my bus came.. :) cant expressed how i feel lahs.. just plain happy.. lols.
hahs..

ben2 wasnt in skl todae.. and guess wats.? he's leavin MI.. comfirm leavin le.. sad.. bt, its his choice rites.. all the best ben2..! :) must cum outs and meet us often okaes? keep in contact and all.. lols. then alice's bdae must cum backed and sabo till siaos! lols. -evil- hahahs.

okaes.. gotta hv my dinner now..
ciaos.! :) <3

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hmm..feelin alil low todae.. i dun noe y.. anyways, aft skl agnes accompanied me to tampines.. initially wanna go buy bdae present for andre de..bt we didnt..so went to hv lunch at the food court at TM.. then agnes went hm coz i was meetin gerry.. yesh.. gerry was late.. -arghs- as usual lahs.. im used to waitin for ppl le.. so it doesnt really matter.. so long nv catch ups wif her le.. :)

took 69 backed to spf.. and saw ridzwan.. yea, he looks so cool now..lols. then me & gerry went to collect our certs.. didnt noe ther was band.. hahas. so we went up to band rm.. the com membs were inside..lols. reminded me of last yr.. the last dae of mid-yr.. and all of us chiong backed for band the 1st tink we were released! lols. gerry taught me how to play the marimba..cool. im supposed to noe the notes lahs.. bt i memorised the placing of the wooden planks.. joesph luffed at me!! tt boy.. forever so cute..and i missed him.. the 1st tin i did was pinched him on his cheeks.. he's just so adorable! *ahem-ahem just like me! lols

went to bball court chat wif the bball guys & adda.. seems like she's attached again.. haas. and she's waitin to enrol into ite(simei) ? errrs.. i was surprised.. didnt expected tt cumin.. lols. tot she's always puttin her reputation in front..and she's takin sports & management.. she's supposed to b in MI like me.. bt she didnt want to..okaes..

-arghs- i cant go for the bbq tml?.. wat the.. just cant stand it..its just not fair at all.. i wanna go.. bt..nvm lahs..dun care.. dun go then dun go lohs.. bt im still feelin down.!

oh yah.. i did get a uniform todae!lols. lin was guilty for givin away mine.. bt in the end she still managed to get one frm mrs.alice wong.. hahas.. so nice of her.. thnks gal. :) sorry for causin all the troubles.. coz i really dun wanna wear my sec skl uni.. altho my skl rawks!
*esp spf band! we rawks totally~

hmm..he wasnt in skl todae.. waited for him.. bt awhile.. coz i was already considered late.. so ya.. i left wif out him.. kept lookin at the gym entrance for his appearance. bt he didnt turn ups.. concluded tt he mite b late.. he wasnt too. he's not in skl.. i miss him? i guess so.. i didnt get any msg fmr him either.. mayb he does hv his own reasons.. bt he does hv to tell me.. coz im nobody to him.. even if im his frned.. he's not obliged to tell me evry single tink rites.? bt i still miss him.. toked to alex & ben ben todae.. they advised me on stuff betw me & him.. tnks guys. :)

okaes..im still waitin.. shall stop here rite now.. mayb cumin online agains.. well, it all depends on fate huhs?

ciaos <3
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well todae was a okaes dae.. and guess wats.? its the last dae for sakae six! lols. the lst dae of our 'service' to skl.. im glad..bt its like becumin a habit to go for service every tues & thrus le.. lols. the 4 gals pumped the balls in the pe room. so fun.. nv pumped b4..so alil amused.. diaos. i got burnt by the machine.. so pain.!then ther was a red mark on my thigh.. i dun tink its serious altho it was pain.. i wshed wif the cold water in the gym.. got hm and saw tt the scar was ther anymore.. ben ben & alex counted the no. of stocks for the walkathon tees..lols.

durin pe.. mr heikal wanted to see pervious band membs.. he wanted to form a new band.. kind of like orchestra band.. me & alex joined.. i actually hesitated.. bt when i was told of hvin lunchtm gigs..overseas trips.. competitions.. it just trilled me.. so i put my name wif him.. sounds quite cool.. haahs.. reminded me of my secondary skl yrs.. the thailand trip.. the competitions.. im lovin' it!

then aft skl..me ben, alex & agnes went to bedok.. wanted watched hse of wax.. bt the tm was a lil too late...so we went to the hawker centre for lunch.. then alex & ben went to town.. i left for hm.. & agnes waited for her uncle.. lols. so sweet huhs?hmm...

i find myself tinkin of him every min.. erms.. mayb not every.. ytd asked him a question i, myself find it stupid.. shud i noe.. i wudnt ask him tt question at all.. -arghs- and i tend to look for him whenevr im able to.. hmmm..like becumin another habit of mine le.. msgin him everydae.. oso another prob.. wat if he feels irritated? hmm..i hope it doesnt. bt if it really does.. i do hope he'll tell me straight.. yeps. hais.. nvm

almost[i wrote a song about u todae,
bt i tore it all up & threw it away!]almost

let your heart out.

-arghs- cant even slp for an hr.. was late todae..i tot i was earlier.. and was surprised to see him cumin out of the provision shop..haas. i didnt even realised i was late...! wondered did he wait long nots.?haas.

hmm.. aft skl went orchard bought a notebook.. and serene, ben & alex bought pens.. uh-huh. as usual.. alex went on a 'frightin' spree! arghs..wu liaos!lols.. i can only sae..he & ben ben are drivin me nuts.!lols . he told me saw me boardin the bus aft skl.. was like.. huhs?he did?

oh yah.. finally sakae six managed to take neoprints together!the one and only tm.. wher everyone was free.. hahas!me & serene went hunkin..lols. the guy she wanted to show me was workin todae..awww.. just my luck.. keke. *opps! bt we saw tis very cute guy at yoshinoya! omg... he look so fabulous! heehs

went home wif agnes.. bt she alited at eunos.. and me at bedok.. and i saw sum ppl frm 05b5.. haix.. anyone bt him? hmmm.. lols. no wonder i saw them...coz they went for movie at bedok's princess cinema.. the tickets ther are like so damn cheap.! shud b 5 bucks.. hhas.. went hem last yr wif bro & cheryl.. i was the so-called light-bulb! and we had the whole cinema to ourselves!!haahss..

ytd we were all tokin bout love..?lols.. serene gt *ahem-ahem le! lols.. they were sayin wif status.. and wif feelins.. im gettin confused.. is it betta to hv status w/o feelins? or feelins w/o status? and we came to a conclusion of hvin both is da best! lols. yeps.. i guess thers so much tink i hv to sae.. bt if i cant fit it in..i'll keep it all to myself..hahas

kaes.. gotta go le..
ciaos <3
[im lovin' it]

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here im agains.. bloggin for the 2nd tm..lols. hmmm.. went to audi fro sum entrepreneur tok.. it was borin.! i dun care bout being a entrepreneur at all.! dun wanna b one..lols. hmm.. was it for real? lin & serene sae they saw him lookin at me.? im not sure bout tt.. i did see him lookin towards our direction.. bt dun dare to jump into conclusions.. now they tell me tis.. so?-arghs- i dun noe.. its just tt i dun even dare to look into his gaze.. shy.. when i saw him lookin..then i looked away...continued tokin to ben2..bt i was actually lokn at him.. hmmm.. corward me.. so tortise..

pe was such a killer man.!almost dropped dead..lols. bt me & serene perserved.. keke.. strong! lols. lin & agnes didnt had pe wif us..coz they werent feelin well. then aft pe.. i went hm alone.. coa the 3 of them went to heartland mall again .. tis tm to do our mangement proj.. sorry lehs.. cant go.. had my difficulties.. dui bu qi.! wonderin wat they're doin at tis moment.. all for us looked so shagged todae...no energy to do anytink at all.

okaes.. bloggin up to heres.. see ya! *winks
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heh... now im currently hvin accounts!lols.. hmmm... so nice of mrs tay to let us use the internet aft checkin our accounts worksheet... lols. yeps..as usual..
came to skl wif him.. =D i felt a little paiseh.. dun noe for wat reason lahs.. bt i just felt akward... keke..(yeps..he knew bout IT le) then so funny..i tot skl ends 4pm.. then he corrected me.. hahs.. supposed to end at 3.45.. hmmm.gotta memorise my timetable le...

celebrated mothers' dae ytd.. uncles & aunts all came.. aunt annie brought me to rent vcds...
lols.. borrowed a korean movie.(everybody's has secrets) damn funny.. the lead actor really had his ways wif women.. lols. then watched the eye 10..
tts another funny show.. me & andrew was practically luffin our heads off.!
my bro was like.. *huhs.? u two are insane..luff till like tt.. well.. tts how me & andrew are wats..
keke... he's one damn irritatin cousin.. and me..
the one who always ends up gettin irritated! *hmmm..great combination... lols.

guess i'll nv noe how he feels.. (hint2) if his readin lahs. bt he dun come view myblog frequently... and i realised i'll nv noe wats cumin up next.. l
ike how he unexpectdly asked for my blog add again.! i freaked out...lols.
wanted to delete the posts on him... bt decided not to.. coz i tink its very mafun.. theres just too many post on him le..

woahs.. agnes' tokin to her uncle on msn now.. so cheesy! ~ he greeted her wif "hi baby?" lols. well.. if that were to happen to me.. it'll b a different tink le.. lols. well,who wudnt rites?hehes. cheers to all.. now sakae six gonna separate le.. all of them tinkin to withdraw.. i dun wan them to witdraw.. bt its their choice lahs.. its nt up to me to decide.. yeps..

ciaos! <3
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ahhh...finally here to blog.. hvent been able to blog for the past few daes.. so nw here i am..bloggin! so many tinks did happened the past few daes i hvent been bloggin.. guess u guys wud read my blog till ur eyes go 'pop'! lols

30 april 05
yeps... we had our nite bazzar! weee! lols.. it was so fun.. my grp earned quite alots more than wat we contributed for the stall! oh yah.. stupid tinks did happen on the dae b4 the bazzar.. my so-called 'ex' grp accused of me & agnes not doin anytink!!
they said we didnt contribute.. wtf!.. arghs. it was obviously the malays against the 2 chi in the grp...damn racist man.. call themselves our grp memb?! wateva.. and we did even betta wif thos ppl..

backed to wher i left u guys stranded..hahas.
i joined alex's grp.. had loads of fun man... hehees.
we got..hmm... 400++ and each memb got 43++ *yesh... all in sing dollars..! the feelin was great...lols.. ben2 was funny.. he said he loved the smell of money!lols..

6 may 05
hmmm...yea..huiyi's withdrew frm MI.. and i guess.. soon it wud b lin's turn.. haix.. all are leavin. bt anyways, i enjoyed myself too.. SALE , shujian & jonathan went to watch coach carter ytd.. was a great show... on our way there i msged furball all the way.. i felt so.. sweet i guessed! hahaas.
and u guys noe wats? i was 'raped' by lin & serene... oh no...they arent really tt straight..! keke.. =X so scary! they..they tried to kissed me! -sobs- they want my 1st kiss...lols..
then e-dayad came.. envy the pair of lovebirds! duh?.. obviously is he & agnes lahs.. keke.. so sweet..

received a msged frm andre.. yeps..i've been invited for his 17th bdae.. tm to meet up wif my frends in spf...lols. its been a long tm since i've met up wif 4G.. yeps.. i miss them terribly! i just cant wait till the 14may..

i've been tinkin lately. its orady the 7th of may.. if i didnt initiated the break up.. then the 9th wud be my 1 yr anniversay wif him..yesh.. the one special guy whom i wun forget bout.. the one guy whom made me realised he's my everytink.. and yes.. the one guy whom i cried so much for. i noe..i've let go since early tis feb. and shudnt b tinkin of him anymore. he's got his life to continue. i've got mine.. and everytink has ended. ther isnt a need for me to hold on to the relation we both once shared. im not sure if he's still holdin on.. bt tts it.. for nw.. thnks for evrytink..

...finally...released all the sadness i hv in me.. feeelins for him i guess its still ther.. bt i dun wanna tink bout it anymore.. i just need the special guy i like, to b ther for me.. the special someone.. whom i hv been holdin torch since our orientation in MI.. and i hope everytink stays the way it is now. =D

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