Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
the old injury in my left knee's cumin back..arghs, i hate da feelin lahs. everybody's got their own stuff to..all except me?hais..the gals like agnes,lin..serene all got their lives goin on sumwhere on tis earth..all except me..again.. well,agnes got her sayang to worry bout.. lin's all bout studyin..and thers guys goin aft her which she doest give a damn.. serene got her OP job to spent her tm wif..hmmm..wat bout me? i dun noe.. bt i really wanna hv sumtink to do..sumone to care for..sumone to show his concern for me.. bt is ther any?
ytd the gals came over my hse..was supposedly to work on our chi proj..yepps..we did sum of it..bt most of da tms were spent on our own stuff..agnes' so engrossed in da vinci code.. lin's busy wif skl sub...serene's busy wif the comic First Love.. and me? i sat ther stoning away.. heyy gals.. thers nth to b afraid of lahs..im lke tt de.. eventho im like tis at tms..will b okaes in awhile de...no need to b scared of my mood..will b fine in no tm..((:
im still spendin my tm aimlessly..till now..hais. yepps..they told me it isnt wrong for gals to like a no. of guys at a tm..tts provided u arent attached..so its no big deal..which reminded me of jo.. she;s real optismistic.. approachin guys she fancy..and makin frends wif them..waohs..nahs.. im not like her..i tend to keep my image?not sayin i got any good image lahs..okaes..just sae im paiseh lahs.! im not as darin wif her altho i do agree wat she told me b4..[xin fu shi zhi ji zhen qu de] hmmm..a food for tot?
so wats exactly on my mind?is it still 'jasun'? i've really got no idea.. wheneva i listen to The Reason..tears just keep wellin up my face..i dun wan to feel tis way anymore..bt i cant stop it frm re-surfacin my mind.. thos guys i've mentioned earlier..i dun noe whether they're guys to stop me frm tinkin bout him anymore.. tts wat im afraid. bt thers a couple of guys im actually interested in..like the one frm MI..yepps.. and now thers one frm my pri skl..
i keep meetin him down da streets these daes.. i've read the horoscope for me tis mths..and it says..stop tyin myself down to rules i've impended on love n start movin.. thers another one.. ther will b an unexpected romance which i, myself wun even take note of.. so, is he the one? and how do u explain, of me and him..bumpin into each other?
-slapsmyselfinthehead- wake ups lahs..keep dreamin..tm to move on gal..
ciaos;
take cares ppl
let your heart out.
luckily we went in the mornin..if nots.. haas..i guess we wud hv missed outs sum rides. went wif my lil cousins.. me..my aunt & a bunch of kids. opps.. okaes ahs..im oso one.. =X im young at heart.! lols. 2 adults & 4 kids..overall we spent almost 100 bucks ther.. wah laos.. tts like so much.!
shuai ges. eh..the staff ther so cute lookin.. i mean the guys, of coz.! lols. kept lookin at them until my pri6 cousin oso kena affected...oso looked at them..thers tis particular guy..not bad lahs..stylish hair.. bt very vain..like pretty boy like tt..lols. kept touchin his hair for every 10mins? woahs! oh yah..thos 3 are all life guards..wif tanned skinned..nice bods too. they looked totally cool` .. wooshed
then when i was about to go home.. saw sandra at the ride, Slide Up.. yeps..super-tanned gal.. and yes..she noes tt vain life guard..haas.. can ask her bout him le..no lahs..jkjk ((: then when wana collect my bags.. saw derrick..wif his weird colored contact lens.. haas. and the abnormal slippers..as in one side was white & the other black..haas.. idiot..sae he nv see me..and wher i hide.. -.-!! lame lahs.!arghs..he was lookin for me..haas. plus he damn bhb.. sae he shuai ge..diaos! bu yao lian lahs u.. lols!..
yepps. aunty anna's cumin home on the 23rd.. cool` cant wait for all the goodies she's gonna buy back! yay.. cds..clothes.. food stuff..my fave!..cant wait le.. hees..
okaes.gotta stop here..need to hit da bed le.. damn shagged.. woahs..really did enjoy myself todae.. & hope to hv another dae like tt..((:
ciaos;
estheR
let your heart out.
broke down last nite..aiyahs..so stupid.. fustrated now. its da 2nd tm le. 1st tm was durin o'lvls.. now..coz of my mid-yr..woahs!cant take it le lahs. feel like shoutin..bt sumhow cant. exams are just round the corner.. and im still in the holidae mood?wah laos. need sum help now.. arghs!
its like i wanna study..bt when i take outs all my study materials..lecture nots.. thers no 'feeliin' at all..cant seem to study..thoughts seem to hv wandered to else wher le. like the internet..my friends.. the latest movies and all lahs.. i need help in changin my mindset now..
thnk goodness..SALE are cumin over tis thurs..thn can ask them help me outs wif my sklwork.. hmmm..*pray hards.. still need to work on da chi project which is due-in on the 14july..
okaes..now im tinkin of da new movie Initial D..arghs!see ther i go again le.. changin topics to movies?..i wanna watch it...seems so cool.. and all da lead actors are damn handsum..lols. hmm..dun care..must find tm to watch it...
`movies anyone.? x)
ciaos~ <3>
let your heart out.
.but u aint here.. with me anymore.
`b u s t e
let your heart out.
.lookin out alone.
`b u s t e
let your heart out.
.enjoyin the scene of pasir ris park.
`b u s t e
let your heart out.
well..todae was okaes.. went outs wif jasper & shane..hees. hmmm..went for a movie 1st at bedok princess..okaes lahs.. abit budget lahs.. bt todae's saturdae mahs.. so hahs!like tt lahs.. watched Batman Begins.. missed the 1st 5mins of da show, so when i wnet in and watched the show alil confused..hahas.. the 3 of us were like.."errrr..are we in the rite cinema?" hahas..
the show was really gud..u peeps shud watch it.. i love the phase ;
why do we fall? so tt we learn how to get up.
yepps..quite true huhs?
then aft tt we took a train down to pasir ris park..went ther to slack.. hmmm. and we took pics ther!haas.the theme of the dae was Lonely.. haas..so most of the pics tt were taken seems lonley & sad..lols. so drama.. jasper super-hardworkin todae lohs..in the bus oso read bk..then at the beach oso read bk..haas. me & shane luffed at him..diaos.. ya lahs.. being lame wif him..haas.
yay!shane sent me thos pics le.. so cool.. then he edited one pic for me.. specially for me.!lols. thnks bro.. *huggs. its black and white..wif captions at the side.. haas. really love it.. thnks again..
okaes.. as usual.. tm to end here le.. ((:
ciaos; <3
let your heart out.
qn: a gun can shoot 1m and thers a deer 10m away..then y did the deer die?
ans: bcoz the gun was 9m long.. -_-!!
wah laos..hahas.. stupid sia..hahas.. then we ate at banquet.. its an open are..the food ther sucks.. altho it looks alil like the fisherman village..so nice enviorment bt.. food damn sucky..i had to force myself eat the rice..hais.. aft tt we went to popular.. got myself a maroon colored pen..and jasper oso bought himself sum stationeries.. i wanted to get CROSSOVER de..bt not enuff cash..or shud i sae no cash?lols. my bk is missin..cant remb wher weixiang gave me nots.. then wanna get the bk 7 too..bt cant find at popular...so nvm lohs.
hmm..read sammie's blog just now.. the gals who tagged at khairul's tagboard went too far..bt she shudnt b accusin them to be my gals frm the clarinet section..neither shud she sae she's sure it was the gals frm clarinet & trumpet section.. IF it was them..i'll make sure they apologise to her face to face..bt if it isnt.. i hope she too wud apologise to them face to face.. anyways..as a band..they shudnt be doin such stuff..let alone sae such stuff about each other.. hais.. y does such tinks hv to happen?arghs.. better do sumtink bout it le..if not..tinks sure bcum worst de..
okaes lahs.. watchin tv now.. hees. gtg..
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ciaos!
let your heart out.
well..went for band in the mornin.. met shane under my blk..hass.!pretty boy..omg...he spent even a longer tm than me in preparin lohs...diaos!style his hair and all..hmmmm.. haas.
then once we reached immediately helped out wif the formation..wah laos.. squad B's grp c1-4 all nv cum..one was substitute to another grp..then reuben &qui rong changed to grp c..so me and farzana guided the 2 of them..yeaa.. i admit lahs..we made certain mistakes..bt we really put in lotsa effort..it was kinda difficult to guide him...bt..nvm lahs.
heyys..ya..of coz i did see him..so funny..he oso damn lame de..keep lamin..lols. bt didnt really tok to him..like jaspz le..haas..nv tok to him..i tink i wun even dare to hv any conversation tok lahs.. last nite i msged him..he seems quite friendly.bt just now in skl we acted like strangers.?! errr..seems like i understand how jaspz feels le..i guess i do..haas.haiyohs..
then slacked at shane's hse..was supposed to go jaspz's hse lahs..bt we sumhow ended up at shane's hse..cooked instant noodles ther..then shane entertained us by playin on his electone. yepps..he's great! play till i fell aslp?! no lahs.i mean it was very smoothin.. (: and i tink he's is damn pro lahs..just by listenin, he can play the song..altho ther was alil mistakes.. *pei fu..pei fu.!*
took pics b4 leavin hiis hm..then we walk me to da bustop..continue takin pics at the bustop till my bus came..lols. thnks bro..(: meet tian cher on the bus..haas.. he sae cannot regconise me oso.. coz i had my fringe cut..and rebonded..lols.
ciaos..till then,
we'll meet again..hees.
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let your heart out.
bt..seein him cheered me up alil durin band tm..lols. he's,.aiyahs..i dun noe how to sae lahs..i tink he's just so adorable..haaas.and he's got the very blur look on his face..haas.. bt..nahs..i tink its just part of my wishful tinkin..its always like tt..when ppl like me..i dun nlike them..then i end up regrettin..then when i like him..its only a one-sided love..*hao fun arhs!*
aft band..followed gerry to TM..together wif huixin..bought cake for her dad..its her dad's bdae. lols.. happy bdae?lols.. i walked till verytired..felt earlier..and the 2 of them went to thepost office..hmmm.. i really walk very slow mehs.? then reached the interchange same tm as me! haas...slow poke.. saw khenglong & wilson..lols.. they look super-beng!
then i msged khenglong..
we met each other at our bustand..then he was like...givin me the "eh.." he kept lookin at me...machum im very weird like tt...hahas.. sorry lahs! we took the same bus..haas.. bth!khenglong still as handsum as ever! coz i msged khenglong sayin he look very beng..then wilson kpo..wanna noe wat i msged.. so the 2 of us played ard..we sae its a love letter..lols! we admired each other since pri skl!tt got wilson fumin lohs..haas..
well..tml got band again.. hmmm..gonna hv round '2' again!arghs!!! and i oso found outs me and 'him' are the only 2 seniors hvin all meals wif the band!bth lahs!!!goin over to gerry's hse to stay le..then i wanna bring my skl work over..dunnoe will i do nots..bt just bring lohs...lols
let your heart out.
its 12.45am now..so its a brand new dae now...hees.. watchin tv..its featurin Mayday.. i love da band..they rawks..they're like the chi version of simple plan?lols.. dun noe..bt tts wat i feel lahs..mayday's oso a rock band..
lets tok bout wat i did over the week..hmmm..
1) the ballon hat festival..man.!was it a blast..enjoyed myself
2) and tts when i realised.. im attracted to him. (:
3) i finally got my uniform! the long waited uniform..haas.
4) well..parctically slacked at hm the whole dae!
okaes..guess im endin here for now..still gotta wake up early for band tml..bt wanna watch fin my show 1st...lols. nites ppl! or shud i sae mornin? (:
let your heart out.
went to sentosa rite aft lessons just now..hees. then met joanne at the mrt station.. tt gal damn staedy lahs..hahahs! then its so hot down ther at sentosa!! arghs..i became totally red.. so painful when i got home. immediately put on aloe vera lotion on myself.. so relieved..
backed to the outin details.. we actuallied bought her a choco cake lahs. then tt serene came super-late..!ya..its her bdae..!(: happy bdae gal.. *muacccks ya..and the cake MELTED.. aft eatin the cake we gave her a surprise she definately wudnt forget..lols! and agnes called me mischevious..lols.. ya lahs..im a lil lahs..hees. and i oso injured myself..all tt bobby's fault!! arghs..so painful..my eye got cut.. *ouch.! nvm lahs..he's forgiven le..its okaes..
washed ourselves up..and we met tis grp of shuai ges!!omg...esp the one wif the while visor..i was oso lookin at him...joanne too.. muahahahs.! so coincident we oso board the same bus out of sentosa..then the mrt station!! keke. tt joanne super-staedy de lahs.. went to get his no. wif the help frm baoheng..hahas.. u go gal.!(: his name is ryan. cool.. then i noticed his frend.. man..so much cuter!lols.. he's joseph..got his email thru joanne.. thnks gal..! *huggs
just added him in frendster.. & msn..hope to her frm him soon..keke.. its good to get to noe more frends. rites.??lols *my god...joseph damn cute lahs..! omg.. bowled over by his cute looks le.. *hmmm..lin, my taste not tt bad aft all huhs? hees. (:
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