Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
the old injury in my left knee's cumin back..arghs, i hate da feelin lahs. everybody's got their own stuff to..all except me?hais..the gals like agnes,lin..serene all got their lives goin on sumwhere on tis earth..all except me..again.. well,agnes got her sayang to worry bout.. lin's all bout studyin..and thers guys goin aft her which she doest give a damn.. serene got her OP job to spent her tm wif..hmmm..wat bout me? i dun noe.. bt i really wanna hv sumtink to do..sumone to care for..sumone to show his concern for me.. bt is ther any?
ytd the gals came over my hse..was supposedly to work on our chi proj..yepps..we did sum of it..bt most of da tms were spent on our own stuff..agnes' so engrossed in da vinci code.. lin's busy wif skl sub...serene's busy wif the comic First Love.. and me? i sat ther stoning away.. heyy gals.. thers nth to b afraid of lahs..im lke tt de.. eventho im like tis at tms..will b okaes in awhile de...no need to b scared of my mood..will b fine in no tm..((:
im still spendin my tm aimlessly..till now..hais. yepps..they told me it isnt wrong for gals to like a no. of guys at a tm..tts provided u arent attached..so its no big deal..which reminded me of jo.. she;s real optismistic.. approachin guys she fancy..and makin frends wif them..waohs..nahs.. im not like her..i tend to keep my image?not sayin i got any good image lahs..okaes..just sae im paiseh lahs.! im not as darin wif her altho i do agree wat she told me b4..[xin fu shi zhi ji zhen qu de] hmmm..a food for tot?
so wats exactly on my mind?is it still 'jasun'? i've really got no idea.. wheneva i listen to The Reason..tears just keep wellin up my face..i dun wan to feel tis way anymore..bt i cant stop it frm re-surfacin my mind.. thos guys i've mentioned earlier..i dun noe whether they're guys to stop me frm tinkin bout him anymore.. tts wat im afraid. bt thers a couple of guys im actually interested in..like the one frm MI..yepps.. and now thers one frm my pri skl..
i keep meetin him down da streets these daes.. i've read the horoscope for me tis mths..and it says..stop tyin myself down to rules i've impended on love n start movin.. thers another one.. ther will b an unexpected romance which i, myself wun even take note of.. so, is he the one? and how do u explain, of me and him..bumpin into each other?
-slapsmyselfinthehead- wake ups lahs..keep dreamin..tm to move on gal..
ciaos;
take cares ppl
let your heart out.
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