Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
results..i guessed im really not cut out for alvls?cos im not the study-student type..im not suitable for studyin..ya,mayb i shud heed THEIR advice..quit skl...start workin.. shit my life! i hate my life..guess wat?im the only one who didnt get any alvl passes...and the only one who got 3 'ao' passes...bt wats the shit?to her..'ao' is equals to fail..is it means nth at all.. i flared up on agnes..no, i didnt take it out on her...and no its not bcos i dun noe wat to sae...its true wats.. i cannot b compared to her.. cos like i said...her parents arent as strict as mine.. next tm dun sae we hv the same results...cos overall..u're still betta than me.. i may sound mean kaes..bt im sorry...i just cannot take it anymore.broke down in skl just now durin accounts.. yes, i broke down infront of them.stressed.. everytink's stressin me..cos im not as intelligent as them? fuck my life lahs..i hate my life.. then wendy ng told me i've gotta see the vp later on..wif agnes.. shit. at tt tm i feel as thou im runnin out of tm..death is nearin me later on..wat if i break down again?wat if im severly punished by her?i cant help bt tink of all these u noe.. if u guys are in my shoes..u guys will noe...bt do u guys really understd wat im goin thru?i doubt so..cos u're not me..u're not in my family..and most of all..u dun noe how my family membs are like.. they're definately not like ur parents.. who tells u they undrestd y u didnt do tt well.. not like ur parents who nag a few tms and the matter wud b gone..for me..it wud take mths b4 the incident wud b dissolved..so tell me wat shud i do next? altho death sumtms do occur in my mind..bt ya, i normal..and sensible enuff to push all these aside lahs..im not so dumb as to ends my life..bt then again, who noes? it doesnt really hurt if u fantasize once in awhile rites?
as the clock is tickin away..my fear grows bigger in me.. i really wonder, will i b able to get away wifout lookin for the vp?or can i get away wif life? i guess the only tink now is to wake up frm my dream.. and start workin.. worryin bout how life's stills goes on for me.
let your heart out.
okaes ytd really had another great tm..haas.. went to work for my aunt in the mornin, help her sell chi storybooks.. bt i was just too slpy lohs..so earned only a hundred bucks..hmmm.. and it was really sold by me..hahs.. then aft tt bought mac to lin's hse...i ate mac twice tis week le..and i tink im gonna put onso much weight lohs!! i cant believed i had so much food lohs..haas! bought a filley-o-fish evm, an addition of 6pc nuggets..and i had it all upsized! lols.. too much food for a lil gal like le hus?hahs.. lin was shocked to see me eatin so much lahs..well..i oso got shocked lahs..hahahs!!
then agnes came aft the superstar event.. and serene brought her little sis to lin's hse.. so cool rites?haas.. if its me..i definately wun bring my lil cousins out lohs...ocs i noe i wun look aft them properly..opps! jessica(lin's sis) and elaine(serene's sis) had so much fun wif each other..boht of them are so cute lohs.. haas..
we had dinner wif her family.. haas.. wat a fortunate 'dad' lin's dad was...he had 6 daughters last nite..! haas.. oh yah...forgot to mention..now i noe wher lin gets all her humours frm.. its in the genes lohs!! wahahahs.. her parents damn cute..haas..
well..aft dinner went back to her hse to complete our proj..thnks lin...for completin almost the whole tink...haas. *huggs. hmm.oh yah..our way home...so many funny tinks happened.. like the msg frm ian.. hahas.. oh no..im luffin hard again. *and yesh, i m not goanna elaborate it lahs.. dun wanna get whacked by lin.. hees.! ian sound so.. emrs...nice?hahas. i was oso shocked..dun noe y..bt i tink he sound nice ytd..hahas. mayb is my fone good lahs..tts y..hahs!
okaes.. gotta go now..thers skl tml..
ciaos! <3
let your heart out.
haas. well..we had racial harmony dae.!yepps..its was real fun mans!haas. coz me and lin wore sari!for the 1st tm in my skl life..nv had i wore..haas..in fact tis is the 2nd tm im wearin for racial harmony..the 1st was just last yr...i wore a purple baju kurung..lols.
okaes..amala lent me her mum's sari.. $200 dollars sari lehs..woohoo.. damn` haas. coz i had to worry the whole dae while wearin it!cant even go to the toilet.. then in the end S.A.L.E changed out of our ethnic costumes aft the 2nd break..then rush to mgt lecture wif slippers..ther wasnt tm lahs.lols.
bt b4 tt we had a fashion show in the audi.. altho alex & amala were lookin great..they didnt manage to help us get the top 3 places..oh well..we took part for the fun of it de..isnt it? ((: haas. then thers a performance by the ICS..MCS and the CCS..yesh..the 4 of us again..wah laos. damn malu lahs..we had to sing emil chow's "peng you".. it was really paiseh..bt fun?so contradictin!lols. well..bt i glad we performed lahs.. haas!
we had 3 breaks lohs..shiok huhs?lols. ther wasnt any pe..yay!and we had foto takin session in skl...took lots of fotos..and they look great..yepps..i had them loaded in the com just now.later goanna post sum le..
okaes..backed to todae..aft skl went to bugis wif amala, grace, kaili, lin , agnes and idayat.yepps..went to take piccs..lunch at pasta mania..*not again!i had it just a few daes ago wif lin and co. lohs!wah laos..bth lahs..hahas! they're pasta freaks man...hahas.opps!
okaes.. ciaos for now.
((:
let your heart out.
now watch channel U.. the korean one..hmmm.. the home tutor show..so cool..lols.. very funny show..tink i've like wtched it 3 tms?hmmm.. the lead actor look so much like J.R frm K One lohs..so suave~ *drools. lols!
arghs...stupid..bro wanna 'snatch' com frm me again le.. hatae him lohs..as if he's the only one who wanna use the com..-_-~ no logic!
ya..just remb thers chi & gp proj to b completed!..aiyahs..forget it..he wanna use then give him lohs..bt not until i've fin bloggin and chattin.. tt shikin..win liaos lohs..fancy her being a matchmaker..haas.. intro me tis guy frm her class.. then now i've made another new frend.. he's joshua.. =D quite cute lookin..and he's one yr elder.. studyin in tp..yepps.
i wonder wats happenin lohs.. i tin my tao hua yun is here.. bt all not the rite guys?arghs.. hafiz is startin the nosense again..which sumtms really freaks me outs..i dunnoe lahs.just had to lie to him i wanna slp..to get away frm him..hmmm..help!
okaes, enuff le..currently im textin ian..hees..tt silly guy..he's a skinny pig!hahas! crazy..now then eat dinner...sumtink wrong lohs..lols..
kaes..gtg le..ciaos!
let your heart out.
well.. as expected it didnt went as well lahs...cos of the no. of ppl who turned ups.. the food.. the weather too! hmmm..well..bt okaes lahs.. wat more can i ask for rites?just glad tt thos wacky ppl turned ups...
just to let thos who dun noe my klassmates noe more bout them. *hmm, i love describin ppl!lols
1) jianwu - the class chairman; one hell of the.. erms.. 'pervets' in class..bt damn responsible.
2) winnie - the vice chairman; oso very responsible..bt hmmm.. easily stressed ups.
3) rennie - the treasurer; the nerd...and the most suitable for this job..haas.
4) shujie - my 'dad' altho she's a gal..haas
5) huilei - super wen rou gal...who has the looks tt anyone wudnt dare touch her..
6) eveleen - huilei's best pal..who oso chaged overnite.hmm..mayb cos i didnt see her 4 long le..
7) esther (me) - xiao lao shu; well..tts MY nick in skl..damn tt jian wu!lols.
8) justin - the hongkong guy..whos looks can knock of any gals..if it wasnt for thos weird hairstyles!
9) caine - xiaoming! lols..tts his nick too.. the science pro.. haas
10) yanwen - the chef...a guy who completely loves bakin? o_0" lols.
11) edmund - the computer geek..who ALWAYS get bullys in class..
12) weihao - the practically. un-stoppable joker.. class clown to b exact..bt maths pro!
13) weixiang - the bball freak whos so mad bout it.
14) zhifeng - one guy who can divide his tm equally betw bball..BB and studies. ps..his style super like liu chuan feng! the bball guy in slam dunk! uh-huh
15) cheeleng - im sorry to sae tis...bt he is super..super..bhb..tts all.
16) hanwen - the hmmm...aiyahs..how do i go about?good looks..bt very bochup in everytink he do?lols
(PS: thos ppl highlited in purple.. are my partners in crime..all of us are councillors.. who doesnt really keep to the skl rules..lols!)
ta-daa...thos are the peeps frm my class.. ((:
we had loads of fun and laughter ytd altho not many ppl turned ups.. okaes. i hope to hv more of such gatherins..bt must hv more ppl lahs.. lols
damn! i left my mp3 wif jianwu! wtf?! arghs...so mad...didnt even realised until tis mornin.. how forgetful can i get?hmpf...arghs.
ciaos ppl..~
let your heart out.
cudnt really remb wat i've done excatly..bt shud b lahs..haas, okaes..then here i go.. *tryinhardtorecallhermemory..hopinshestillremb..haas*
mondae
there wasnt skl as mid yr exams were tis week...agnes came over and we studied.. aft tt went to TM's popular and got oursleves new stationaries..yet again! haas..yepps..another new name for the 4 of us..'the signo gang' haas.. all of us was like usin the same brand of pens...hahas. tis is wat i call peer influence eh? then we went to mini toons to get acessories fo hp.. we got ouursleves a baby socks..agnes's purple and mine.. yellow & baby blue...its such a match wif my nike dunks!haas. luv it~ went backed hm and continued studyin..
tuesdae & wednesdae
shall not elaborate so much on tis 2 daes...had mgt..econs..chinese.. & accunts paper.. shucks! im gonna so like fail all these papers!..man..i really need to buck up lots... hvent really been studyin for the last few weeks b4 the exams! gosh.
thursdae
im up wif my mischief again!haas..tis tm i played truant...no lahs..its not wat u guys tink kaes..im STILL a gud gal kaes..
ther wasnt any skl of tis dae..no exams for me anyways.. i tot tt the only way to eenjoy myself wif S.A.L.E was to go out wif them..and yesh..i went to agnes's hse early in da mornin.. i left hm in my uni lohs..can u imagine tt?tsk..tsk..lols well..i need to let my hair down wats.. yepps..went k-box..had fun takin piccs too~ had lunch at tis nice place...erms..ya i forget the name le.. bt the dishes they serve has real unique names like Finding Nemo, Jumanji, The Last Samurai, Ocean 11 & 12, The Godfather.. too many to remb le lahs.. and yes.i left early too.. oh yah..i forgt to mention..its alex's bdae on tis dae .. *happie burfdae. ((:
fridae
which was ytd..hmmm...nothin much happened..except tt i was gettin alil moody in skl..hmmm...1st lesson was mgt lecture.. awwww.. i had to see his face again?aft wat he told me over the fone the dae b4?i dun noe how i shud look at him..to despise him?or wats...i really had no idea..i only replied "oh.okaes" wheneva he told me sumtink..which i tink made the 2 of us sounded dumb..hmm.. dumb.dumb.dumb. he wanted a chance to prove to me..he wanted a chance to b wif me..bt aft all tis..i really dun noe wat to do.. wat is it tt i want?arghs..tis is so insane..its drivin me 100% nuts! arghs.
and most of all he was wif tt bitch..i noe its crude to b callin her tt...bt..i cant help it..nopes,its not jealousy.. bt i just cant stand the sight of her..y do we hv to cross each others path's in life?the bitch..damn her. wat makes her tink all the guys love her?she's not even a least sexy...nopes..i dun tink so...aiyahs. and she tinks she can get away wif wif everytink?fancy makin eyes at the tcher durin exams..*okaes, mayb my eyes were playin a trick on me.. bt i swear i really saw tt! hmpf*
my oh my...aft skl he called again..well.i left skl late which was y he was hm early?hmm.. go logic eh? he called just to let me noe he's goin back..?y does he even hv to do tt?its not as tho he has to report everytink to me..
at nite i chatted wif ervin..tt bastard! *PS.. all these swearings doesnt harm if i do them once in awhile rites??* agrhs..he told on me lohs...freakin mad when he told me he toked to the guy...aghs..liar lahs u! i felt like diggin a whole onthe floor the very minute he told me wat his reply was...wah laos.. i cudnt believe it lahs..
gettin away frm him was ian..i mean ian chatted wif me too.. tis tm he initiated..well, i kind of figured out..if he was to ignore him online..tt wud make he make the 1st move by chattin wif me..clever move isnt it?*gosh..im gettin out of hand man..i need to get back onto the track!*
he made the 1st move..and yes..came up wif topic...cud sense he was alil embaressed askin thos questions regardin tonite's bbq..hahas. silly guy.. no worries..i dun find u a least irritatinlahs.
okaes! finally..tonites's bbq..i cant wait..-__-~ ah wu ge made me buy the bbq stuff alone..heyys!no fair..y didnt he arrange for sumone to help me?hmpf..! hahas..bt nv lahs...
ppl of 4G i really miss ya loads.. hopefully it'll b a successful bbq nite...cos' it was rain heavily tis mornin..and the whethers really cold lohs...hahas..
kaes.. ciaos~
let your heart out.
okaes.. so many tinks happened these weeks..
1. meetin up wif ben2
2. took neoprints in our uniforms ((:
3. finally watched [initial.D] *damn it was fab!
4. went backed to spf to collect my alumin tee..
5. studies
6. studies..
7. more studies for da exams.!
8. and sumtink else which is the most recent de.. hmm.. tis guy came and asked for my no.
(u gals shud noe eh?shall not elaborate mach lahs.)
9. in fact b4 he asked..another 2 guys asked too.
10. finally bloggin again.! (LA-ME)
went sakae sushi wif ben2 and gang...then we took neoprints.. woahs!ben2 damn funny now.. and i realised he slimed down loads le.. heyys shuai ge!~ hees. he told us lots bout his poly life.. *strawberry flavoured bear shaped doughnut* omg..so gay! missed him..lols ((:
yesh...finally got to watched initial D le! yay! so happy..the show's very nice..and thers gonna b a part 2 cumin soon..cant wait~ jay's actin was so natural.. so shy when he was at the beach scene.. oh my..no lahs..i didnt drool.. i almost!lols. cos' he was like half-naked mahs.. aiyahs..natural reaction for gals rites?so its noraml! =X
the alumin tee was designed by kaiyee.. the official designer..lols.. yesh,he's art is damn good lohs.. very abstract..cool and all.. u noe wat i mean eh?lols. the material's jersey material..hmmmdry-tech de.. bt its color not very nice..bright,sunshine yellow... or is it neon yellow?haas. the logo at da back looks like the shield u see in the harry potter movie.. the hogwats hse tink...so cool rites? 2 unicorns one in blue(pyss)..the one green(spf).. [im lovin` it~]
exams are cumin in 3 daes tm...so 'fun'!.. not prepared yets.. hiayohs..help! i need sum motivation.. hais! help..help ..help...
then thers the fone incident which happened 2 daes ago?hmm..
okaes..shall end here le. ciaos ppl!~
look forward to my upcumin post kaes?
love ya peeps. ((:
let your heart out.
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