Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
and i'm already tired of hvin to cry myself to bed.
wakin up with thos puffy eyes.
i dun wan to continue such routine any longer.
im jus simply tired of it.
i called him last nite.
i just had to do it
thers jus too many tink i dun understand about us
so many tinks i wanna tell him
bt he was listenin throughout the whole talk.
no, he did not sae anytink else.
the whole talk belongs to me only.
u told me u still tink of me
bt i tink u're just lying
if u wanna do tt shudnt u tink of a betta lie?
i tink u've let me see thru u.
the real u which i've hvent been able to see u for ard 9mths or so?
it again made me realised
u've been the selfish one.
everytink u did was jus for urself isnt it?
u only wanted urselff to feel good
then y did u hv to come to me?
was it only cos u needed love at the point of tm?
or do we call it desperate?
i really feel so helpless..
really helpless.
if u're really like wat they sae
then can i hv one last request?
i jus want to hear it frm urself.
tt u no longer hv the feelings u had for me 9mths ago
tt our love for 8ths is just crushed till no point of turnin back.
is betta than hearin tinks frm ppl
tinks which i so much do not want to hear
hearin it frm u
im sure i'll slowly give up on u
cos i've been locked out frm ur heart
it gives me a betta reason as to not do stupid tinks anymore
wun u just let me move on with my life?
altho i dun wan to.
cos i noe u're still in my heart; my mind
bt i noe frm the point of tm.
its all over.
let your heart out.
archivesY
January 2005February 2005March 2005April 2005May 2005June 2005July 2005August 2005September 2005October 2005November 2005December 2005January 2006March 2006April 2006May 2006June 2006July 2006August 2006September 2006October 2006November 2006December 2006January 2007February 2007March 2007April 2007May 2007June 2007July 2007