Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
really emo again..
todae agnes asked me wats the meanin of "3FINGERS".
at 1st i was shocked..
cos tis was only between the 2 of us ONLY.
then i realised, he too. put tt in his personal message sumtm ago
only tt i didnt hv the chance to see it.
oh god.i just viewed his profile.
our pictures arent ther any longer.
im really tempted to ask him tt question
"hv he ever regretted makin tt decision"
then agnes saes so wat even if he does?
wat is it tt i wan frm him?
a patch?
i really im loss for words
i dun even noe wat i wan frm him.
feel like givin myself a slap
so tt i can get backed to reality.
oh god. can sumone pls help me?
then thers wq.
i noe he's nice to me.
bt then again,
i dun wanna get into a relationship yets
not at tis tm
when i've just been made to get out of one.
one which i really dun wan to.
i dun wan to lead him on
like tellin him tt i mite choose him at the end of the dae
no,tis definately isnt wat i wan.
i tink all these are just too fast
fast till i cant catch up.
i need to take a breath
feels like i cant breathe no more.
im tired.
i promised to go out wif him on tis sat.
is tt a right decision i've made?
agnes's cumin along,
so i think its okaes.
if he was still by my side.
he definately wouldnt allow all tis.
im sure
bt then again.
im still lost in my own world rites?
thers just too many things tts tellin me to give up.
like when i losed my couple voodoo i gave him.
the handphone strap which i hangs our ring, snapped?
why in the world is god treatin me tis bloody, freakin way?
wat is it tt he wans frm me?
i really need sum answers again.
feel so helpless ONCE AGAIN
let your heart out.
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