Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
hmmm.had my maths p2 todae. gosh!its really a killer.
not sure if i can do well for it..
pls.pls.pls.
pls let me do well can? *arghs! i hate exams!
finally,todae can slack for alil short while. cos ther's isnt any paper tml.
*yayness!
well.the journey to skl todae was so scary! was on the train with jackson.and the train was super squeezy!then i kept gettin touched by tis old man in the train.i dun noe if it was on purpose or nots. bt then again,the rest shall be history to me.
dun wanna go think about it anymore.
had lunch with desmond,josh,belle & rach at tis taiwanese so-called cafe. the food was good.rach and i shared a plate of fried chicken and fried tofus. was surprised to see tt her appetite's as small as mine lahs!
and i vomitted again.the fourth tm le. i dun noe wats wrong with me..
they keep askin me to see a doc. bt i dun think its really necessary.
lets see how it goes.
to the ppl who really cares for me:
i noe i stand a really important place in ur hearts, bt im still not tt ready to let go of my past. jus sumhow i keep thinkin of them..memories which i dun wanna let go of. i noe its really selfish of me.bt i really cant seem to find other solutions to help myself.
if i continue msgin u tt way.i'll by lyin to u guys.. i dun wan to end up hvin an akward relation if we arent fated to b tgt. i really tryin very hard to not think abt all these and take one step at a tm.
im sorry if tis is gonna hurt u ppl.
bt then again.i wanna thnk u all for being by my side and wantin to protect the esther who seems so fragile to u.
heyys ppl!
i few more daes to go.
*jia yous! (=
let your heart out.
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