Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
i told ness and meihui about it. altho he said okaes.bt somehow, im jus afraid.rejection i guess.and meihui made a spot on.sometimes i feel tt we 2 do really hv telepathy huhs?lols.i dun noe how its gonna b..bt i jus wan to see him again..even if it was jus a mere second..i can sae im willin to do anything jus to see his smile again..if only..if only things were still like before huhs?it would hv been a yr. bt the again..back to reality check *CLICK! things arent jus the same anymore.so mayb i shud stop habourin on dumb thoughts.
sometimes i long for someone to b by my side.bt then i cant seem to find someone whom resembles him..im always surrounded by care & concern..bt i jus dun noe how to accept them without forgettin my past. the nicer thay treat me. the guiltier i get.i dun wan to let them down..bt i dun noe wat else i can do..cos he's always on my mind.every little thing i see or do will always link back to him.i remb talkin to yk..and i ended talkin a whole load of hi.in the end yk was like kinda irritated.
well..i used to tot yk would b a good listener.yes,he's still one. bt then he's attached,so i shudnt bother him anymore..i still wanna thnk yk for being ther for me..cos aft sendin him tt msg.he immediately called me..puttin everything he was doin jus to see if i was okaes.thnks buddy.i'll always remb tt. (:
i noe i may not stand a good chance anymore. so shud i still put on a strong front infront of him and the ppl ard me?im jus so tired of hvin to put on a mask everydae.smiling like ther's nth wrong with me..i used to b so carefree ard them.bt wat happened now? life just sucks.
let your heart out.
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