Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
hi guys. damn tired todae..
i was like practically slpin for one whole hr in the office lahs! and i didnt log into my phone todae. hahas. sorry huhs. im jus too tired le. tired of hearin ppl scoldin me! sians lahs. pick up the phone and i wanted to sound cheery. bt then these ppl jus shoot me. wah laos.. as if i've offended them like tt. wth.
got home at 6.40 jus now. watched ying huo cong de meng. haas. u noe wats? i swear im gona get a guy like LIANG ZHIJI (two chickens)! omg. he's got the looks, the heights. woahs..best of all he's got the kind of characters i like. okaes. so i think he's hot! haas. so ppl.. if u noe of any guys who is jus like him. pls tell me! im gonna make him mine lahs. =X okaes.pls do not take my words for real. bt then u can still intro him to me!
haas. best is if u noe him arhs.. my 'him' refers to ALEJANDRO HUANG. yeps. tts LIANG ZHIJI's real name. so cool huhs? keke.
IM IN LOVE WITH ALEJANDRO (:
chattin with lin now..so long nv chat with her le. yeps. dearie. pls dun think so much alrites?everythings gonna b fine.. " xiao4 yi2 xiao4, mei2 she1 me4 bu4 neng1 jie3 jue1 de4 " <3
oh yah. gerry's dad treatin me for dinner tml! and so qiao. its at HOUGANG lahs. wat the. so qiao! so shud i or nots? shall jus bring them outs tml..thentml then decide lohs. yeps.
lin told me tt im gettin my o's results next week. freakin piece of shit. i totally forgotten al about it can? feelin so stressed. i noe everythings over.no point worryin le. bt i really did my best. wat if i let my family down again?wat if.sigh.i've got a gut feelin tt i CMI again. so many "wat if" can somebody help me? have to ans to so many ppl. my family, my tutor, the teachers at chec.
SIGH. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! jus feel like shoutin at the top of my lungs.
freakin piece of shit.
GET LOST.
startin my new job tis saturdae. heh. wonder if i'll get to meet any cute guys nots. wahahahs. HUNKING IS MY FAVE PAST TIME LOHS. bleahs. workin 6daes a week is so gonna b tiring! somemore saturdae and sundae is my FULL DAE. which means i'll have to work frm 12pm to 9pm. FREAK. there goes my weekends! -.- so ppl, if u wanna date me. pls ask me outs on a thurs cos tts my OFF DAE. so obvious rites?haiyohs.
and i've decided to heed lin's advice! im nt gonna cut my hair.. let it be as it is. hees. she saes she likes it this way lahs. so ya! (:
wahs. todae alot of lin huhs. u noe y?? se paid me to advertised her on my blog de lohs. so bu yao lian rites??hahahahahs. opps. okaes.i made tt up. hees. =D lin faster meet up okaes. then we can go datin. JUST YOU AND ME *winks.
hahas. sounds so so so LESBIAN.
okaes. yawns. gotta go peeps!
its my bedtm le.
tata~
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Jivara (: *before
Jivara *after!
Mille feuille *before
Mille feuille *afterlet your heart out.
heyys. (:
okaes.i really dun noe should i even be bloggin about him.. i tot tt by workin so hard everydae can help..as in help me to get him off my mind.bt then sumhow.. the tot of him still managed to surface into my mind. arghs. i cant stand it.. i told myself so many tms t i shudnt ne habourin any more stupid tots abt us. bt then i still cant do it. always pretendin to b alrites when i noe i am nots.. im jus too used to being cheerful in front of everyone..
wel,have een spendin lots of tm with gerry lately.haas. actually wanna dig up some things abot her these few daes..bt then she's jus too pro lahs.. i only managed to squeeze out a teeny weeny small thing about her lahs! so shi bai can?lols.
read my horoscope for the yr le..and it saes tt im havin 99% tao hua yun tis yr as compared to the other 11 star signs. well, im not too sure about tis..bt then i jus have a gut feelin tt my tao huas are ALWAYS lan tao huas! sians lahs. hmpf.
recently i got added by these 2 21yr old guys..of of them is jin hao's friend. in ns de..then the other one dun noe is who lahs..send me a msg on friendster which i ignored. the ns guy added me in msn too.. dun noe is he desperate of wats lahs. called me "dear" which made all my hair stand. HAAS. then he asked me outs too. -.-
are all guys like tt?so scary lahs. at 1st i said okaes. bt then when i was watchin youtube with gerry at 2am tis mornin..hahs. yes..we watched tgt,as in she's at her hse and me at my hse lahs. we watched the ying huo cong de meng. then xishi got to noe tis handsum guy online and not long they became a couple lahs. omg. the guy is a con guy can? so i immdiately told jasper(the ns guy) i dun tink can cmf meet him...lols. abit scared.. and i have alil phobia over ns guys lahs..aft tt wenqiang incident arhs.. i really dun dare to anyhow make friends with ns guys. mayb they kena lock up in camp too long le lohs. hahas. opps. no offence! =X
hmmm. cant get to slp lahs. altho i was really tired frm all the workin. bt when i saw him came online. well..my heart skipped a beat. not knowin shold i talk to him.. his status is always on away mode.. so its like talkin to myself. bt nvm..i've the habit of talkin to him..and not waitin for his reply then goin offline. xi guan le lahs.so ya. hmmm.
bt i think im like so weird lahs. i noe i want him to talk to me ans sms me so much. and when he really does tt. i'll think tt its bcos he has no one to acc him. well. girls are always thinkin tis way isnt it?sigh. dumb. i swear nv to become a girl again in my next life! he's every lil personal msg and watsoeva really affects my mood. bt im really learnin to let such things not to affect me.. tryin let nature takes its course.
bt when the tot of his bdae and valentines dae pop into my head, i really feel like screamin lahs! AHHHHHHHHHHHH. sigh. last yr incident will start to appear. -.- wanna spent the tm we had all over again when i noe its impossible. habourin tots when i noe i shudnt b holdin on any longer.
forget it.
guess tt all these are karmas. for breakin other ppls heart in the past.. lookin at how xinfu thos ppl are now with their current gf.. i cant help bt think back lahs. y did i even let thos guys go in the past?if i didnt..wouldnt we be livin happily every aft? well..tis is life aft all rites?u suffer before anything good befalls on u. so i shall wait patiently before my MR RIGHT appears in my life again.
shall chuck thos irriatin stuff aside.. ahas.
ytd on my way to work with gerry. we shall ASTRO BOY. wahs. so good lookin can? tis guy..whom we assume is workin at taka. lols. actually we were at somerset mrt station lahs. then gerrytold me tis guy in front of us has astro boy's hairstyle..lols. aft tt i asked if she saw his face.. and she said no. and guess wats we did aft tt..LOLS
like DUH?! we chased up with him to try and ctach a look of him lahs. i was walkin ahead of him le and when i finally turned to look at him. i got stunned.. could feel my face blushin lohs. he was lookin at me. hahas. then when he saw me lookin at him, he oso turned away. so funny lahs. gerry and i ended up laughin all the way to work.
told gerry if iever have the chance to see tis guy again.. i'll get his no.! hahas. no lahs. i dun even think i have the slightest guts!bleahs.
alrites. goin town later. shoppin!!i love shoppin. then shun bian go taka again! hahas. my motive damn obvious lahs.. hees. go find my ah-wu ge oso. lols.
ciaos.
let your heart out.
another new mv to share (:
吴尊 is jus so so so HOT!
Tank's 专属天使.
let your heart out.
finally eh?? ESTHER TAN FINALLY BLOGGED SERIOUSLY. hehs
woahs.i really feel like a workin adult now lahs.hahas. workin in comfortDelgro, wearin office wear to work everydae.. wahs.really feel like im all grown up!
and it looks like im kinda used to wearin high heels le! hahas. =X
okaes.mayb not really used to lahs. can wear bt not the whole tm.
well,started work tis mondae 22jan07. kinda slack for the first 2 daes.. and ah-ha! todae super super busy! started with replyin to the public's emails regardin IRIS service. and then it was data entry.. i oso learnt how to handle very very tyical sporeans!
sporeans are really really livin in a society of FOC - full of complains!
i've got calls ranging frm smelly buses to slow movin buses! omg. wat is the world comin to huhs?damn terrible i tell u. bt then again. some bus captains are really nasty u noe. they drive recklessly..bad attitude and so on. well..no one's really perfect in tis world..
well..goin for trainin tml.. for the CC job- CPF job. yeps. so kinda happy. cos gerry and i concluded tt office ppl are borin ppl!hahas. like very no life.bt then pay super good.heh.
alrites.i can afford to wake up slightly later than usual tml! so im gonna watch hana kimi ep10 now! so many daes nv touch youtube le lahs. YOUTUBE I MISS YOU.hahas.
(psst~ certain websites are like blocked lahs. so i cudnt access into them.hmpf. there goes my only source of entertainment!! sobs.)
see ya ppl!
let your heart out.
geraldine and her NEW HAIRSTYLE!! comments!hahas.
OKAES. so she thinks she's very cool.oh well.
now she's actin camera shy lahs. geraldine = attention seeker!! =X
lastly..its me again! yay! haas.let your heart out.
me!
my workplace (:introducin geraldine poh. my kaki! aka gerry; the HUM
gerry poh the pirate gal. who seems so into johnny depp.lols
my thumb 1.
my thumb 2.
This is taken at paragon.heh. abstract pic lehs.hahahas
Cam whoring at my workplace. too sians mahs..so yea. lols
Xianglin and me on the PUB BUS. damn cool i tell u!
The PUB BUS we took while on my way to collect my pay. =Dno tm to really post..so let the pics do the talkin! hees.
well.im like workin for all 7 daes tis week..so pls let me off!hahas
let your heart out.
i shall officially declare 17 jan 07, wednesday. MY SWAY DAE!
went for the dr-to-dr flyer job..which is totally CHEAP LABOUR!! and i went past 2 hses with damn fierce dogs lahs!! barked at me..then i jumped. -.-!!
SWAY.SWAY.SWAY.SWAY.SWAY.
then went for my doc appt at 3.30pm and yes, i hv to wait for an hr plus plus to see the doc.. ther was tis indian muslim guy who went to make trouble at the clinic lahs! which help up alot of the doc's tm!! which oso meant tt the appt tm was delayed.. sway can?
okaes..john called to comfirm whether gerry and i wan the CC job nots.. so since the 2 of us were DESPERATE, we decided to take up the job offer..hahas. see how hard up on cash i am.. hahahaas.
something which makes me very excited too!! was chattin with gerry over the fone.. we're gonna start a biz ourselves. hees. gonna buy clothes overseas then sell in spore. decided to ask meiqi to join us. (: so excited! so tis april we're goin over to TAIWAN! for holidae..shun bian see if we can get anything to sell back here. hopefully everything goes on well. jia you jia you!
lastly.. i've added a chocopet.com choco pet on my blog! so cute..hahas. its a panda and penguin. (: u can actually click and drag it ard the box, to like play with it. yeps.
alrites. bro's backed frm thailand. and he only bought 1 tee for me.. 1 only. -.-!! nvm. betta than nth hors?
nites ppl! opps. or shid i sae good mornin?hees
ciaos!
let your heart out.
oh cos i've been busy! (opps.i lied alil lahs) i was lazy to blog too.hees
hmm..well..cos actually i've been out job huntin again with my job hunter kaki, gerry poh! lols. hahas. goin all ard searchin for jobs. damn tirin lahs. bt then quite fun cos we had loads of fun out ther! we kept goin to town.. soon we'll be "TOWNERS". hahas. okaes.tis is a term i came up with.hees.
so todae we went to interview at WATER-RISE the pancake burger chain. and MISS CLARITY CAFE. so yeps.. prayin hard tt i'll get the job a miss clarity cafe..hmm. (pray hard, pray hard!)
oh. and the bus fares and mrt fares are all so ex!! im like payin adult fares now! arghs. one trip $1.00 plus?! freak man. im like so broke le lahs. then the fars are like so ex? how i wish im still a student. $0.45 per trip.. so cheap can? woahs. hahas
okaes. and i've got this door to door flyer distributor job at pasir ris tml.. see?im like so desperate for money lahs! takin up all jobs which are available.haas. i need the money! so ppl.. if u guys hv and job lobangs. PLS LET ME NOE! u're savin a life u noe?haas. MY LIFESAVER! tts if u get me a job! heh. (:
and tml i've gotta go for my appt at sgh tml.
alrites.gtg (:
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okaes..yay!im startin work tml!at parkway's citibank.heh. and guess wats??im not allowed to wear jeans and sneakers! gosh. which means i hv to wear skirt and flats. sigh. its so gonna b weird..bt thnk goodness.its only 4 daes..i can endure de!
go go go~
lols. heard tt i can collect my pay frm chocz. le.. bt then must go all the way down to the office and collect..so i guess i'll go down next week lahs. yeps.. went to support gerry at tekka mall's sheng siong todae.. she's ther to promote ice cream.. the wall's MOO MOO ice cream. so my aunt bought a bag frm her. yeps.. so good rites? hees.hv yet to eat the ice cream.. COS ITS RAININ!! arghs.. and i cant eat them anytm now.. if not i'll freeze lahs..
MOO MOO MOO. M O O M O O M O O M O O
opps. tis is so random! lols. =D
alrites.. aunt's naggin. so i shud log off le..
oh!! lastly.. 何群和晓诗终于在一起了！ haas. okaes. im too engrossed in my 微笑 pasta. (:
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well. i went to the polyclinic to hv the stitches removed on the 8th of jan. wahs.. super duper painful.. its like the stitches are already part of ur thumb le.. so when the nurse tried to force the scissors through the little hole between the thread and my thumb. it was hell lahs. very very painful. altho the bad think abt the thread was the thickness. well.. they used very fine thread. bt then the pain lasted awhile lahs. which means the freakin pain was gone in 30 secs. yeps. so thnk god. they didnt use very long threads lahs.
and now. the skin texture of my thumb is super hard.. i feel is yucky. like sum kind of freak like tt.. and my thumb is like so retarded. like a handicap like tt.. i think i like somewat used to not usin my thumb to do anything le.. its like the thumb has no use anymore! u guys shud see how i type, (i type usin the middle finger of my left hand and not my index finger!!) omg. i dun noe y too.. it kinda became like tt aft i bandaged my thumb..and bcos the index finger is very near my thumb.. i decided not to use it fearin tt i mite hurt my thumb, so ya.. like very ke lian lahs!! arghs. feel like a handicap!! i cant even tie my hair properly.. i cant use the spoon properly either! wat the hell?! hmpf!
okaes. enuff of rantin! shall go call up josh now.. he's waitin for me to return call.
alrites. gtg peeps!
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OH YAH. I HATE RAINY DAYS! :(
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hmm. went to kelly services todae. and i finally signed up with kelly services.they are super efficient.
actually went to the charity job thingy as an observer with gerry and her frends todae. bt then the job arhs..super cmi lahs. the admin gal still sae quite fun -.- wat the hell.. still sae they are student volunteers lahs. when they actually get paid.. so abit weird lahs.. our leader was tis 2 16yr old gals whom we both mistook for 20 plus young ladies.. and the funny think was they mistook us for 15-16 yr olds lahs! omg. so stupid can?hahas. aft she asked how old are we then she continued askin whether gerry and i are sisters nots? -.- LMAO
met up with meiqi at my hse.. they came over to make sushi!!hahs. it was fun altho the sushi dun look too good.. bt then they are edible lohs! (: throughout the aftnoon i kept gettin phone calls are kelly services.. offerin me part tm jobs in the bank.. and i accepted one.. only for 2 weekends de..at parkway's citybank.. and the pay is super attractive can? $7 per hr!! weeeee.
cool rites? jealous eh? lols. bt too bad only for 4 daes. oh well..betta than nth rites? then aft tt hv another job in posb bank in the mth of feb.. $6.50 per hrs.. (: they've shortlisted me for the interview lahs. .so waitin for them to call me up next wk..
so i'll hv to go down to international plaza to sign the form with them. yeps yeps.alrites. gettin tired le. shall chat awhile longer with weiyang & zhengwei then head off to bed le.
nites ppl (:
let your heart out.
life at home gettin alil too COMFY for me le..lols.
hahas. so i went for a job interview with meiqi & gerry. at orchard towers. it isnt as bad as wat he said lahs. lols. meiqi and i were like sayin.. THEY WONT COME WORK SO EARLY IN THE AFTNOON DE. okaes. so only the 3 of us noe. shhhh.
its actually a charity event thingy.bt somehow i got this feelin they'll ask us to sell those charity tickets lahs! nono..if tts the case..i wont do the job lohs. hmmm.
okaes.basically todae aft the job interview.the 3 of us kept eatin?lols. i think todae put on alot alot of weight can?LMAO. 1st we went to long john at 2 plus. then went pasta mania at 5plus. so u can imagine how much we ate todae! haas. hmm. then we went to esprit.wahs. damn stylo milo lahs. hahas, they hv a cafe in ther. so we bought this dessert. called violette manguire? i think its spelt this way. (: gerry noes how to bake it!hahas. she bakin?hmm. weird huhs?opps. hees. its actually beatin the egg white till it becomes very foamy. then bake it. yeps. very cripsy. bt too sweet le. next tm go gerry's hse to bake. yeps. we thought of goin to make sushi too. and we'll meet on a wed!!cos meiqi dun hv skl on every wed. yayness! hahas. lookin forward to meetin them again.
oh yah. we saw jeff wang and julian hee in town todae!gosh. they are so hunky lahs!
okaes. i shall get back to watchin my show le. pssst. im watchin another new taiwan drama now! SMILE PASTA. wei xiao pasta. very nice show too. okaes.shant elaborate much on it. (:
see ya.
let your heart out.
hmmm.didnt blog ytd..cos was too busy watchin youtube.omg.im seriously hooked onto youtube le.. especially when it comes to hana kimi and Fahrenheit (飞轮海) ! gosh.they're jus so so so goodlookin..especially wu zun! (:
well.ytd..met up with wj to pass him some stuff i got him..then he went off earlier cos he's gonin for a haircut..hmm.. i think he;s super super tanned now..so chao ta!hahas. black black de. hahas. very long nv go outs with him le.so alil akward lahs..we went window shoppin..uh-huh.and had mac.
met up with gerry aft tt..we went to ngee ann city's recruit express.signed up with them..tryin to get an admin job aft getin outs of chocz.bt currently..im still stuck with chocz. lahs.. its like stayin in chocz. bt not workin?wat the hell..i seriously need some money can?super broke le. sobs!
okaes.so todae i went back to spf for cca orientation. omg!joseph chong ze bin.. if u every come across my blog. let me tell u this.. YOU ARE SO FREAKIN TALL! omg.and plus the fact..i think u've really grown up. (: more matured le. shuai ge shuai ge eh?lols. so we only managed to get 65 members?so little. and the tchers are like sayin..cos thers only 8 classes tis yr?rubbish lahs can?hmmm.
my thumb hurts! o u c h
okaes. i got Fahrenheit's album..was actually hesistatin on whether i shud get fahrenheit's or show's.. mayb im alil regrettin le. lols. cos show's album oso very very good lahs! how how how? okaes. let me start savin again. bt i need a job?any kind souls wanna hire me?hees.
gonna start listenin to my new album le.
tata~
let your heart out.
im so in love with his songs! heard frm meiqi tt he's a singaporean!omg! and he's very very talented. so proud of him can?lols. im in love with these 2 songs 我可以 and 翻不完的夏天
here's the mv of 我可以 (:
let your heart out.
gonna post on ytd's outin. (2jan07)
well. met up with meiqi and gerry (:
went to to cine..wanted to catch i movie de.yes, A NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM again. hahas. cos gerry wanna watched tt. bt in the end..the tickets sold out damn fast lahs. by the tm we reached the counter, left only the 1st row seats! so we didnt go in the end. went to eat and then went kbox. meiqi left earlier cos she went to meet her friends. while gerry and i stayed till 7pm. and a damn malu thing happened to me can? arghs. gerry gave me the money to pay cos she urgently need the toilet. so i went to pay myself. then in the end short of cash. short of $1.60. -.-
so so so paiseh! then i told the lady.. "sorry arhs..i not enuff cash." so dumb! then i called gerry who so happen to not pick up the phone. wah laos. and it actually took me so long to notice tt they actually accept NETS. wat the hell. felt so dumb lahs. hahas!
then aft tt we took bus36 to parkway. cos hv to give carel the voucher. and the 2 of us walked ard PP and went to delifrance to makan before goin hm. yeps. i accompany gerry till her bus arrived then went to take my bus lahs.yeps.
alrites. gonna go to the hospital later on. hv a doc's app. aft tt meetin up with SAL for a dinner at bugis i guess.heh. lookin forward to meet them!
anyways. hv been watchin youtube this few daes. omg!!im so so so in love with 吴尊/纪风亮/ 左以泉！ he's jus so irresistable lahs! my new yr resolution's gonna be this : IM GONNA MAKE MYSELF FALL HEAD OVER HEELS WITH HIM! yes.jus him. hahas.
i finished the whole show of 东方茱莉叶 (Tokyo Juliet) cos i bought the dvd in hongkong. yea. now im watchin 花样少年少女 (Hana Kimi) till ep8-2.. weird. cos the user only load 2 parts out of the whole ep..so ya..i'll wait patiently for my PRINCE CHARMING! (:
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