Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
heyys. (:
okaes.i really dun noe should i even be bloggin about him.. i tot tt by workin so hard everydae can help..as in help me to get him off my mind.bt then sumhow.. the tot of him still managed to surface into my mind. arghs. i cant stand it.. i told myself so many tms t i shudnt ne habourin any more stupid tots abt us. bt then i still cant do it. always pretendin to b alrites when i noe i am nots.. im jus too used to being cheerful in front of everyone..
wel,have een spendin lots of tm with gerry lately.haas. actually wanna dig up some things abot her these few daes..bt then she's jus too pro lahs.. i only managed to squeeze out a teeny weeny small thing about her lahs! so shi bai can?lols.
read my horoscope for the yr le..and it saes tt im havin 99% tao hua yun tis yr as compared to the other 11 star signs. well, im not too sure about tis..bt then i jus have a gut feelin tt my tao huas are ALWAYS lan tao huas! sians lahs. hmpf.
recently i got added by these 2 21yr old guys..of of them is jin hao's friend. in ns de..then the other one dun noe is who lahs..send me a msg on friendster which i ignored. the ns guy added me in msn too.. dun noe is he desperate of wats lahs. called me "dear" which made all my hair stand. HAAS. then he asked me outs too. -.-
are all guys like tt?so scary lahs. at 1st i said okaes. bt then when i was watchin youtube with gerry at 2am tis mornin..hahs. yes..we watched tgt,as in she's at her hse and me at my hse lahs. we watched the ying huo cong de meng. then xishi got to noe tis handsum guy online and not long they became a couple lahs. omg. the guy is a con guy can? so i immdiately told jasper(the ns guy) i dun tink can cmf meet him...lols. abit scared.. and i have alil phobia over ns guys lahs..aft tt wenqiang incident arhs.. i really dun dare to anyhow make friends with ns guys. mayb they kena lock up in camp too long le lohs. hahas. opps. no offence! =X
hmmm. cant get to slp lahs. altho i was really tired frm all the workin. bt when i saw him came online. well..my heart skipped a beat. not knowin shold i talk to him.. his status is always on away mode.. so its like talkin to myself. bt nvm..i've the habit of talkin to him..and not waitin for his reply then goin offline. xi guan le lahs.so ya. hmmm.
bt i think im like so weird lahs. i noe i want him to talk to me ans sms me so much. and when he really does tt. i'll think tt its bcos he has no one to acc him. well. girls are always thinkin tis way isnt it?sigh. dumb. i swear nv to become a girl again in my next life! he's every lil personal msg and watsoeva really affects my mood. bt im really learnin to let such things not to affect me.. tryin let nature takes its course.
bt when the tot of his bdae and valentines dae pop into my head, i really feel like screamin lahs! AHHHHHHHHHHHH. sigh. last yr incident will start to appear. -.- wanna spent the tm we had all over again when i noe its impossible. habourin tots when i noe i shudnt b holdin on any longer.
forget it.
guess tt all these are karmas. for breakin other ppls heart in the past.. lookin at how xinfu thos ppl are now with their current gf.. i cant help bt think back lahs. y did i even let thos guys go in the past?if i didnt..wouldnt we be livin happily every aft? well..tis is life aft all rites?u suffer before anything good befalls on u. so i shall wait patiently before my MR RIGHT appears in my life again.
shall chuck thos irriatin stuff aside.. ahas.
ytd on my way to work with gerry. we shall ASTRO BOY. wahs. so good lookin can? tis guy..whom we assume is workin at taka. lols. actually we were at somerset mrt station lahs. then gerrytold me tis guy in front of us has astro boy's hairstyle..lols. aft tt i asked if she saw his face.. and she said no. and guess wats we did aft tt..LOLS
like DUH?! we chased up with him to try and ctach a look of him lahs. i was walkin ahead of him le and when i finally turned to look at him. i got stunned.. could feel my face blushin lohs. he was lookin at me. hahas. then when he saw me lookin at him, he oso turned away. so funny lahs. gerry and i ended up laughin all the way to work.
told gerry if iever have the chance to see tis guy again.. i'll get his no.! hahas. no lahs. i dun even think i have the slightest guts!bleahs.
alrites. goin town later. shoppin!!i love shoppin. then shun bian go taka again! hahas. my motive damn obvious lahs.. hees. go find my ah-wu ge oso. lols.
ciaos.
let your heart out.