Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
work was a total boredom today! not bcos i was working with monisha & hidir.. hmmm.. more to the fact tt there were considered very lil ppl who came to fill up the wbs forms and.. cos i.. hmm.nvm.
as for tml, will be working half shift. spliting my shift with caroline. cos i'll be going to the hospital again for a medical review. appt's at 1120am. hmmm. really sick of having to go to the hospital le. it as if it is my 2nd home you know. arghs. and it seems like the nurses know me le lahs. so aunt will sent me to the hospital and i'll hv to make my own way back. cos mummy's gonna need the family car. cos andrew's going into camp le. i guess im gonna miss him. one less person to bicker with at home, no one to cook late night supper! gosh. i think i'll really miss him. =/
watched prison break just now. MONISHA! yes, the lead actor is hot. hahas. promise me you'll tell me the whole story on prison break 1 alrites? and thnks for the henna painting too ! (:
gotta go.
and last night i chatted with buddy. he says he knows me well. he asked me what if the guy doesnt make the first move? am i gonna let another guy slip away? even before i can answer his question, he answered for me lahs. -.- eh buddy, u might as well zi wen zi da rights? ya, i admit. if he's not making the first move, neither am i. but no, its not that im playing hard to get. its just tt i dont dare to? i wont dare to initiate anymore. not aft the last experience. i know this is just so selfish of me, but i cant help it. call me a loser. or maybe i am really old-fashion.
pls, and if YOU are reading this.. pls, im not hinting you okaes? really im not.
AIYAHS. I DONT KNOW WHAT IM TRYING TO SAY EITHER. arghs.
was kinda shocked to see what he smsed me. i was really really shocked. more of like speechless. i know im touched. bt somehow thers a tinge of guilt in me. i dun noe. why did i even let him go in the past. feel like a total loser. we havent been msging for the past few hrs. its either he is busy or he dont wanna msg me. shant read too much into it.
justknowthatireallymisseshimalotsnow.
let your heart out.